Devils

Words are stuck in my mind. Should I take it serious? I admit, I am like what she says for some of the time. I keep convincing myself that there's no need to show my ability. However, for most of the time, I did not show myself yet people and things around me. I don't know how many of them have the same feeling about me like her. If being better than others is a sin, I doubt what are acts in good faith?

Doing for the purpose of surveying, yet I was misunderstood. So I guess there is no any method for me to undergo survey unless I am given all the data.

Am I really like what she says?Or she is being jealous for what I own? I am pretty lucky compare to friends around me who face the same problem. I have friends around me, I mean really beside me to support me, cheer me up and give me hugs. I hope my friends are as lucky as me. Therefore, being in overseas isn't any too good anyhow.

Actions show your quality best yet language counts. That's why rumors are that effective. Why can't people think carefully before they talk? Don't they think that they will get what they give to other people some other time later? Devils are bad, but they are useful, in the sense that they let us appreciate good things around us.

Thank God I am not a devil. So do my TRUE friends.
(Guess no one would understand what is this all about. Yes, you better not understand, make your life free from troubles)

SPECIAL Birthday Wishing

I am on msn, Kavi is on msn. She knew it, and she sent a sms to my phone. There it goes:

Happy Birthday darling. Hope you have a very good one:) i miss you. we celebrate when i come home ok! Take care. Love you

I scolded her for wasting money.

She says she is not wasting money, cz wishing my birthday is special.
So guess how i retreat?

thanks a lot kavi for wishing me. am i wasting money for sending this sms to u?no lar, cz i 1 2 thank u. this sms is special (happened when Vi and Ceat both online)

Vi, I am good I know.hahahahahahahaha

Narracist

A narracist is often self-centered and selfish.
I am someone who is so.

I kepy complaining and get angry over his weaknesses, yet I do not agree on my own weaknesses at the same time. I act like a kid.

I am always given the best thing in the world, yet I never appreciate.

Am I suited to have a partner in my life?
Or should I live alone to have both's lifes better?

Often, I can't know how much I love, what's the extend of my love.

If material pulls my heart back, I guess that's not showing how much I love.

I am so undecided in my life. How can I improve in this?