Devils

Words are stuck in my mind. Should I take it serious? I admit, I am like what she says for some of the time. I keep convincing myself that there's no need to show my ability. However, for most of the time, I did not show myself yet people and things around me. I don't know how many of them have the same feeling about me like her. If being better than others is a sin, I doubt what are acts in good faith?

Doing for the purpose of surveying, yet I was misunderstood. So I guess there is no any method for me to undergo survey unless I am given all the data.

Am I really like what she says?Or she is being jealous for what I own? I am pretty lucky compare to friends around me who face the same problem. I have friends around me, I mean really beside me to support me, cheer me up and give me hugs. I hope my friends are as lucky as me. Therefore, being in overseas isn't any too good anyhow.

Actions show your quality best yet language counts. That's why rumors are that effective. Why can't people think carefully before they talk? Don't they think that they will get what they give to other people some other time later? Devils are bad, but they are useful, in the sense that they let us appreciate good things around us.

Thank God I am not a devil. So do my TRUE friends.
(Guess no one would understand what is this all about. Yes, you better not understand, make your life free from troubles)

SPECIAL Birthday Wishing

I am on msn, Kavi is on msn. She knew it, and she sent a sms to my phone. There it goes:

Happy Birthday darling. Hope you have a very good one:) i miss you. we celebrate when i come home ok! Take care. Love you

I scolded her for wasting money.

She says she is not wasting money, cz wishing my birthday is special.
So guess how i retreat?

thanks a lot kavi for wishing me. am i wasting money for sending this sms to u?no lar, cz i 1 2 thank u. this sms is special (happened when Vi and Ceat both online)

Vi, I am good I know.hahahahahahahaha

Narracist

A narracist is often self-centered and selfish.
I am someone who is so.

I kepy complaining and get angry over his weaknesses, yet I do not agree on my own weaknesses at the same time. I act like a kid.

I am always given the best thing in the world, yet I never appreciate.

Am I suited to have a partner in my life?
Or should I live alone to have both's lifes better?

Often, I can't know how much I love, what's the extend of my love.

If material pulls my heart back, I guess that's not showing how much I love.

I am so undecided in my life. How can I improve in this?

Another blog in practical lab

The time now is 11.20am. We are still left in the lab to figure out how to use the software on our own. No one knows how to use it. And the lecturer is not teaching anything, just gives us some variables that we should input to the program.

The thing is, we don't even know how to use the program, how can we input the variables?

I even went to read the tutorial given in the program, but I am stucked half way.
So, I give up, waiting for time to pass.:)(Smile ironically)

Blog during practical

I am now sitting in a lab attending a practical class.

Why do I have the time to write blog?

It is because the tutor(he is also the lecturer) gives us a task to do on the new software introduced to us, leaving us to figure out on how to use the software, without giving any briefing.

Haha, we are to do things on our own for at least 15 minutes already.

This is the laziest teacher I have ever met!(Stop here because the typing is very loud)

Buy phone or camera?

It has been long time since last I camwhore.Not like the usual me when I don't do that. Ok, I have not been doing that for long time, so I am abnormal for this long time.

i THINK i SHOULD INSTEAD BUY A CAMERA OR A NEW HANDPHONE SO THAT iu CAN TAKE PICTURE WHENEVER i WANT.

buT HAIZ, NOT WILLING TO SPEND. WHEN CAN i START GETTING MORE MONEY??

Happy Anniversary

Today is the second anniversary for both Ben and me. Ben is still sick for getting springles and I have caught flu.

Anyhow, we still celebrate this special day(actually I think that if we are not celebrating it, it doesn't matter, since it is just 2 days after Valentine's Day)

We went Cineleisure to watch movie, guess what, we watch the one which is juct launched currently, Pink Panther 2. Even before the movie is launched, I keep thinking what it is all about. Anyway, the movie is worth watching for Ben and me, full of laughter and the pink panther hero is still the pink panther hero.(I suggest the movie to everyone!)

So then it ends and we had dinner in Kim Gary(had no appetite to eat),this is the first time Ben and me did not finish the food in this restaurant.

Afterwards, like usual, we went to see Gundam again.I wonder when is the time Ben can get all the gundam collection.

Ok, a simple anniversary. Happy anyway.

Tired

Long since last I posted.

Sometimes I really feel like giving up ging tuition. I feel I have less time to follow up on my studies, yet giving up makes me loss my source of income, further more with the extra time, I will not be studying anyway.

But this gives me more stress, I have to take care of both my and my students' studies, have to find way to teach my students in a better way.Always I find that I am a lowzy tutor.SHIT!!!!

Aiyah, a lot of things to be considered. Switching course?Not switching? The questions go through my mind uncountable times. Today I have decided not to change, tomorrow I doubt again.

Could I study law without working in legal field?Everyone should tells me of course not, I will be at the age of working soon.

Finally

Finally the day comes, and it ends.

I remember the few years back, when we were supposed to choose which way we should forward to, I kept telling myself that I will not move into the law field.

Now, I am in no choice but to take Business Law as it is a requirement in the subject.Yes, the question comes to the mind of everyone, on what is the reason that actuarial students are demanded to take law as what they deal with in the future are mainly figures in probability.

We are actually told that the reason for taking law is because actuary has to know everything in business field. So law is to protect us against making any unlawful mistake and to protect us against cheated by others who have intention to do so.

Yet in Malaysia, do all these laws work as effiective as they should? How long doers it take for a dissolution? Do you know that the case where the condomium which clashed in around 10 years back is still under arbitration now?

Learning law in Malaysia does not really useful for us citizens but for lawyers. However, it is really fun to play with law, where you can twist the discussion of the fact to enable one to win in his or her claim. All we have to know is, there is always no absolutely right and wrong in law.

Story comes to the end, I still manage to do quite ok in my exam.

Funny Pictures

All these were done during the first few days I bought the nw laptop....Haha, having so much fun playing with it.

Weird Ben

Siamese Ben

Battle between Ben and Ben

Ben without mouth and nose....Yier, ALIEN!!!!!

I don't know what to call this

Indian style??

Want people to belasah him punya Ben

Another Siamese Ben

Haha, this is my sister. She has fun playing with this software also.

Fuiyoo...Ben is kissing Ben...(Ben doesn't want Jess anymore, hahahha)

Haha, this is so cute and funny. Is like a alien meditating

Shut up because Jess wants to study hard to pass for examination

Last but not least, I am going to send this to all my friends who will be having birthday....(Joking nia)