Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Tag

This is to continue the game of taggerizing one another which was passed from Joe in February.

Be ready to know more about me!


RULEZ
"People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end,u need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that,leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog"

(Out of idea in tagging friends now.Can I just tag 3 people?)People i tagged:
1. Elaine
2. Shuk Ling
3. Magdalene

MY SECRET FACTS:
1. I hate crocodiles. I hate them a lot a lot.
Why?Simply because they are ugly. And of course, they tell me that they are evil.
What kind of good hunter is that? To hide themselves in the water, acting like a stone, and when the prey reach, they just open their big mouths to attack the prey. Not even you are called brave.

2. I am afraid of ghost. Ghost movies especially.
Even a haunted story, which is not scary, able to give me nightmare for 1-2 days, causing me afraid to close my eyes when I am taking bath....Ok, enemy, please don't do this to me.

3. I love babies. Any babies will do.
AS long as the baby is not ugly(haha, still must mention the look 1st, OMG, I'm bad), I'm able to play with them...Just love it when they are around.
Do you guys know that I worked in IKEA, Small Land before...I saw lot os different of kids right there....Whites, Blacks, Chinese, Malays, Indians...
Guess what?Most kids love Powerpuff Girls, both boys and girls love them. And kids love shouting too....kakaka.

4. I love Doraemon.
Isn't Doraemon cute and unique? It is short and fat and round, just like me, as someone may say.
It is so special that it has everything we imagined to have when we were kids... the stomach in his pocket is so useful,anything can just be stuffed inside. Yah, one more, he has no ears, but he can hear what people says.
Besides that, he is also very responsible and helpful to solve the problem that Nobita caused. Last but not least, he loves eating, just like me....kakaka

5. I love singing.
You might not think that I actually have the intention to join Project Superstar, Astro Talent Quest all those competitions....I just love to sing...yet the skill is still bad :(


WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME:
1. I love playing with my hair. In all kind of situation.
As long as the situation allows, for example, when I'm not styling my hair...I will just twist my hair, then straighten them, comb them with my fingers...


2. I'm super duper emotional.
I think my mood change faster than the weather....(so the phrase girls' mood is like teh changing of weather does not apply to me). I can just be laughing right now, and few seconds later you may see that I'm in depression. Want to know how is this? Look at me when I get back my results with bad grade.

3. I'm having high self esteem
I love taking pictures of myself, admiring myself on the mirror,more than hours if I'm free :p of course, please don't mention my body shape....I know it looks like Doraemon's 1.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Happy Movies Moments



**I made some mistakes, there were not only 3 times that we had been in a cinema. It should be four time. Now I'm editting the first time.And also, now is the right time to put in pic of Ben and me**

It has been 1 month and 6 days(And I am sick for taking too much Belacan while not drinking enough water) that Ben and I have been together ( counting these days alsmot everyday makes me feel that time passes very slowly).

Yesterday was a great day. I went out with the UTAR gang, not forgetting 2 friends who are the friend's friends. Seriously, I enjoy more each time having the chance to watch movie with Ben.

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The first time

I still remember that morning, Ben came to my house to do Basic Professional Writing assignment, which is writing of memorandum. Quite fast we finished it. So we instantly planned for an outing in Times Square, since his friend had already made a date with him in his company.

The movie was Blood Diamond.


  • It was so meaningful that it tells us about the life in Africa, the place with lots of priceless diamond.

  • Well, just because of diamond, the same race was able to kill each other. The so called group, RUF was working for the whites to obtain their diamond. Kids were also trained to use gun, to kill, to rape, to threaten people. Even a son who was brought to the RUF had almost killed father.

  • Loves diamond is not a sin. Obtain diamond by taking thousand of lives is a sin.

And the other important thing is, Ben knew that I did not take lunch before we went out. He brought me to The Chicken Rice SHop to eat even we were late for the movie.


And on the way back home, in the monorail, it was tto packed inside. Ben hugged me tight , made sure that I would not fell down.


The second time



  • Ghost Rider, there was the day when Ben and I started our relationship.

  • Ghost Rider was quite nice, yet it seems like the Ghost Rider has great power, he just easily killed those devils. * Next time when you see someone is getting on his own nerve, call him Ghost Rider lar, since he will be burning in his heart :p*

The third time



  • The Haunted Spirit....arghh, really, I don't suggest anyone to watch it, because it is really lame.

  • Erhem, but I enjoyed it when Ben calmed me down when I look at the haunted spirit's scary face. Being in his arm was warm and sweet.

The fourth time
Which was yesterday, we watched Mr Bean's Holiday...
Hahaha, a funny one.



  • Not forgetting one thing, I was extremely excited in the cinema yesterday. I laughed and fooled around with Fanny, and then we were scolded from the people from the front seat because we were too noisy ( Actually we splitted some Coke to him when Fanny took out the straw from my cup)

  • You will really laugh from the starting till the end of the movie. It isn't like any series showned in the screen where you will hear someone laughing in the movie, but what Mr Bean did was just very lame. This time you will really laugh at what he did. *Possibly you may hear some funny laughing tone in the cinema too*

  • Erm, my story now, yesterday Ben and me hold hands while watching movie. (I'm happy!I'm happy!I'm happy! --> *almost getting crazy*)

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Oh yah, before I forget, i took some pictures with Ben these few days. You might feel that it is nothing special to talk about taking photo with the loved one but I just can't describe the feeling. I feel like we are moving further, to a better future.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

HighScore

Haha, congrats me for being the topscorer...wel...although it is not for any important subject, just a lowzy game that test how fast ur mind can go....It's isn't easy to pass yourself till level 10...




Well, still, just craps :p

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Should I be prepared to be hurt?
Or should I be prepared to face a challenge?

I'not sure whether I made a mistake, for that I made the decision too fast.
If I choose to give up or shut down the whole thing right now, it's unfair to him. Furthermore, if I really want to do so, I might just not consider to start it.
Yah, when the things don't happen, I can really think rationally but not when the incident is really happening. I was not stable with my decision made initially.Yah, I should say I am a very shaky person. Even more I doubt that would this relationship be a shaky one. How long will it last?

Always hoping to carry on a relationship that is going to last till the end of my life or else in future I will not consider anything in love.Yet, think again, will this really going to happen?Are you really going to just not get involved in any relationship again?No one knows and less than 1% of the friends around will believe. I should say that I'm very childish and also very stupid in managing my relationship.

Should I really hold on the principle as what others say?The principle that is suitable for my age, just go on with the relationship and bear with it as anything happen in the same time not thinking about marriage or relationship for marriage.

It may be a harsh way to go if this relationship is going to be carried on to the end of our life. Things change all the time especially in this long period of time, especially after facing a lot of obstacles and people in the future, who knows that 1 day both of us might just fall for another person, this is how I was told. Recalling back, why I never asked for such opinion before 16 of Feb?

Now what I can do is to put hopes but not too much hope, think positively but not thinking that it is a reality, believe in it but believe in it too much. Arghh, I'm just like being hanged in the middle, unable to die either unable to get freedom.Arghh, who asks me to take this decision?So I have to bear with the consequences.

Yet, still, I need prayings and wished from all, thanks!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Tomorrow will be the one month anniversary for Ben and me.

Well, seriously, I was thinking too much, worrying that Ben's love towards me will not last long, really, I thought too much. Yet, I just couldn't help myself not to think so much due to my previous relationship and the number of girlfriends he had in the past.

Praying hard for:
*Last long relationship with Ben
*Getting good results in every exam and tests

Monday, March 12, 2007

Hahahaha, so glad that I have finished modifying my blog after 3 days.

When you want to right click, "Jeslene's Copyright" approaches you.
That's because most of the things inside there is from me myself, mentioning on the background with Jay inside and also my personally created logo.

Now I have the mood to study already :p

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Shall ya give an applause to me?

For that I have just cut a new hair

A bit of punk

A bit of girlish

A bit of messy

A bit of not-so-me



Hehe, just to shout that I have just cut a new hairstyle, a bit expensive but I like it a lot.

In the future you gonna see me in waxed hair...haha


Please don't be stingy to give your comment~!




~..~Jess^Dear~..~

Saturday, March 3, 2007

16 of Feb 2007, a seed was planted-The seed of relationship between Benjamin Choo and Jeslene Tan.Jess prayed for the relationship to grow stronger and stronger and also last long forever.

Today, 3 of March 2007, 15 days passed.The plant is growing stronger now, after passing through some harsh weather-accident and Jess's bad mood. Ben motivated Jess when she needed it and left her alone when she was bad mood, just the way Jess wanted her man to treat her. Jess still worries about how long will this seed grow, yet in the same time putting high hope that it will live and grow forever.

Jess wishes to be at Ben's side everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. However she understands that there needs a space for each other, she controls herself.

Jess appreciates Ben a lot, for his caring, his love and all.

As the seed is growing stronger and stronger, Jess again hope for the seed to grow for more than 100 years, 36500 days and in the same time, wishing for wishes from all angels from her side.
Oh gosh, I stil forget to post a blog for my tag from Joe.

Yet I still don't know what to write.

Well, a bad week for me.Cried twice in a week.Is it true like what Chandran's friend said, my bad luck will follow me until my 19th birthday is over??

First of all, take a look at my lovely Toyota








What happen to it?Yah, U're right, it is spoilt.

Stupid damn Renault SCENIC that was drove by an Indian worker, named Vinayagan A/L Kannan, who worked in Renault Service Centre, knocked on my car when his car approached from the back when I was at corner of the road.





Renault Service Centre which is located at Jalan 13/2, Petaling Jaya. A worker from there spoilt my car and he is free neither for punishment nor fine and saman.







At this road u can see, I was at the back of the Wira shown.





My lamp,bumper and mudguard, all are spoilt.All thanks to the stupid fella and very much to his Indian heads who tried to overturn the whole story.

End up resulting in not getting to saman them and claimed Renault's insurance to repair my car.





Now look at the car's condition, Perfectly fine, like no scratch, right?



I was the one girl, there are at least 3 of them working together to cover the problem.How smart they were to polish and wash the car straight away after the accident and then came out to have a discussion with me after 20 minutes. Yah, Renault did a great job.

What was the bad thing next? I got a saman which stated that I made a double parking, haha, which was perfectly out of the story.

Still want to know how good Renault overturned the story?Vinayagan mentioned that I revered the car.After I explained, he said I parked my car there...hahaha...fuuny enough!

Well, luckily I met Chandran when I went back to UTAR to search for the unknown guard as witness. He was like calling the whole bunch of people who are able to deal with police to help me. Thanks a lot Chandran for helping me so much to cancel my saman and waited for whole day long until my trouble solved. For this, I should thank God for sending me an angel.Thanks a lot also to those who supported me, my father, my mother, Chandran's friends who helped me and Benjamin.

Renault, I will remember you forever, and that 3 fellas who overturned the story, you will be in the bottom of my heart. You will get back the reward for being so'SMART', not from me, but from God. Watch and see.

Not forgetting about the bad week, I still have other 2 unlucky things happen on me:
  1. I was unable to complete my programming assessment.First of all, the compuetr I used was hangged, even a SHUT DOWN took me a tens of minutes.After that I couldn't find out what the problem of my programming that gave me no output.
  2. Well, this one is slightly small matter. My handphone, just brought 2 months ago, dropped on the land in KTM, that left some scars to my handphone.It was then throwned on the floor by the baby in the same day.
~..~Jess^Dear~..~